I just finished my 25th journal. It took me nearly a year to fill it and now that it's done I feel almost relieved. A lot happened in this past year. Now I literally don't have to carry it around with me. I was listening to Anberlin's album New Surrender and the song Breathe stuck out to me. I feel like that song describes how I feel right now.
It's long overdue, but I've finally closed that chapter of my life. Sam isn't someone I need to waste any more time on. I don't need to dwell on what happened. I'm free.
Breathe
Anberlin
This is surrender
To a war-torn life I've lived.
Scars and stripes forever
In need of change I can't resist.
No need to hide anything anymore.
Can't return to who I was before.
I can finally breathe.
Suddenly alive.
I can finally move.
The world feels revived.
This long of a struggle
Finally opened up my eyes.
Revolution's not easy
With a Civil War on the inside.
No need to hide anything anymore.
Can't return to who I was before.
I can finally breathe.
Suddenly alive.
I can finally move.
'Cause I realize.
I can finally breathe.
Suddenly alive.
I can finally move.
The world feels revived.
I can finally breathe.
Suddenly alive.
I can finally move.
'Cause I realize.
I can finally breathe.
Suddenly alive.
I can finally move.
The world feels revived.
I can finally breathe.
I can finally move.
The world feels revived.
Hurray for beginning again!
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